I feel as if I’m going to drown.
As if my body has no buoyancy and all of the happiness has just washed away upon the sea.
Sometimes I feel this way, I try not to, bad things always happen.
I’ve been trying to keep it out of my mind.
I just… I did try to pass this class by myself but ended up falling back onto my father who told me I can do this and understand this but he really doesn’t get it.
I have no idea what I’m doing in this class. Regardless of how much studying I will never understand.