I find myself in a lot of pain these days. Twisted almost morbid pain. Its not mental, its physical as the result of a poor diet and unluckiness. I almost want it to be mental but I am not so lucky.
I once again find myself struggling, in more than one place. I need to find sanctity, peace, that way my physical pain may heal and I can keep the scar that reminds me that god has protected and healed me yet again.